I did something dumb earlier today, that I HIGHLY regret- and I'm hoping to move on from, and just forget and this is pretty much what was going through my head during the time, so it's in first person view.
Enjoy my unstable brain.
what the fuck is your problem, Josh.
Why can't you just quit.
Give the bullshit up, fucking seriously.
Why do you keep up this fucking retarded crap?
What's your fucking problem. Why are you so fucking dumb.
Just... stop, stop fucking caring.
Just fucking die, goddammit man.
What the fuck is your problem?
Just pretend ****** doesn't exist, why can't you do that?
Why can't you just let *** go, seriously.
You're only fucking yourself, just admit it- you don't care, you don't... you can't. So fucking quit.
Just fucking quit.
Why would you even think about that? Why would you even consider ****** ******? It WON'T WORK, Not in a billion fucking years- so quit, just fucking quit.
What's your goddamn malfunction?!
*** doesn't actually give a fuck anyways- just cut the bullshit man. ****** doesn't care that way, goddamn.
FUCK ME!
So.... welcome to my world.
Also; I'm NOT suicidal- I'm just using "fucking die" as an expression.
Seriously, I'm not that dumb.
- Josh.
