Monday, April 28, 2008

An insight to my brain.

So, I think we ALL know I have an anger problem... and this following blog is proof of it.
I did something dumb earlier today, that I HIGHLY regret- and I'm hoping to move on from, and just forget and this is pretty much what was going through my head during the time, so it's in first person view.

Enjoy my unstable brain.


what the fuck is your problem, Josh.
Why can't you just quit.
Give the bullshit up, fucking seriously.
Why do you keep up this fucking retarded crap?
What's your fucking problem. Why are you so fucking dumb.
Just... stop, stop fucking caring.
Just fucking die, goddammit man.
What the fuck is your problem?
Just pretend ****** doesn't exist, why can't you do that?
Why can't you just let *** go, seriously.
You're only fucking yourself, just admit it- you don't care, you don't... you can't. So fucking quit.
Just fucking quit.
Why would you even think about that? Why would you even consider ****** ******? It WON'T WORK, Not in a billion fucking years- so quit, just fucking quit.
What's your goddamn malfunction?!
*** doesn't actually give a fuck anyways- just cut the bullshit man. ****** doesn't care that way, goddamn.
FUCK ME!

So.... welcome to my world.

Also; I'm NOT suicidal- I'm just using "fucking die" as an expression.
Seriously, I'm not that dumb.

- Josh.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Explain... Now.

Josh Bennett. said...

OR
Use your powers of perception and attempt to fill in the ***'s yourself.

Anonymous said...

I filled it in with my name.

Josh Bennett. said...

so it reads:

what the fuck is your problem, Josh.
Why can't you just quit.
Give the bullshit up, fucking seriously.
Why do you keep up this fucking retarded crap?
What's your fucking problem. Why are you so fucking dumb.
Just... stop, stop fucking caring.
Just fucking die, goddammit man.
What the fuck is your problem?
Just pretend katlyn doesn't exist, why can't you do that?
Why can't you just let katlyn go, seriously.
You're only fucking yourself, just admit it- you don't care, you don't... you can't. So fucking quit.
Just fucking quit.
Why would you even think about that? Why would you even consider katlyn katlyn? It WON'T WORK, Not in a billion fucking years- so quit, just fucking quit.
What's your goddamn malfunction?!
katlyn doesn't actually give a fuck anyways- just cut the bullshit man. katlyn doesn't care that way, goddamn.
FUCK ME!

Right?

Well, it's obviously VERY easy to put anyone's name in there to make it read as though you were somehow included... but I can neither CONFIRM nor DENY it... because it's all up for speculation.

Anonymous said...

No, more like...

what the fuck is your problem, Josh.
Why can't you just quit.
Give the bullshit up, fucking seriously.
Why do you keep up this fucking retarded crap?
What's your fucking problem. Why are you so fucking dumb.
Just... stop, stop fucking caring.
Just fucking die, goddammit man.
What the fuck is your problem?
Just pretend Katlyn doesn't exist, why can't you do that?
Why can't you just let her go, seriously.
You're only fucking yourself, just admit it- you don't care, you don't... you can't. So fucking quit.
Just fucking quit.
Why would you even think about that? Why would you even consider dating Katlyn? It WON'T WORK, Not in a billion fucking years- so quit, just fucking quit.
What's your goddamn malfunction?!
She doesn't actually give a fuck anyways- just cut the bullshit man. Katlyn doesn't care that way, goddamn.
FUCK ME!


Why won't you just tell me.?

Josh Bennett. said...

Interesting... interesting.

WELL, I can neither CONFIRM or DENY it.

And- I'm not telling you because...

It's my blog, and it's my choice, and I especially don't want to have this discussion via a comment system on my blog.

Anonymous said...

Okay. Whatever but I knew something was wrong but you wouldn't tell me. You never tell me anything.

Josh Bennett. said...

I never tell ANYONE anything, it all ends up here.