Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Wensdizzle.

So, here is blog 1 of 2 that will be released before I hit the sack. This one is my day (Wednesday).

Woke up at ten, did school work. Watched Dexter (which is fucking amazing) then sat around and did nothing for a really, played some SNES and then went up to meet Christina at The Falls. We hung around for a while, stopped at Subway then went to Clay's for some Halo 3 and COD3... And then my mind fucking blew up.

I was sitting there playing CTF with Clay on my side and we were against Jeremy and his brother... When I happened to look over at Christina texting Sean (her friend Jennifer's girlfriend) and I just glanced and saw "I luv you too" and I was like "That's odd, but whatever." and just kept playing... Until I looked again and saw what I thought said "Can't wait till later to have sexx." and you know... I just couldn't focus on the game any longer; I played another game and we left because I couldn't focus and I didn't want to fuck Clay out of EXP.

Any common person would say something about it, but I was rather cold and quiet for a long time until she conned me to tell her, and I don't know. I trust her, but I think (and I could be wrong) that in every guy there is a small piece of matter saying "BE PARANOID" it turned out to be nothing, and apologized and felt terrible, and I still do. I didn't trust her, I should have.

Well, we came back to my house, she posted in her journal and then we left. I walked her up to meet where her dad was picking her up and they left. I stopped by Rite-Aid for some 7up and EGM.

Came home, watched Superbad then watched Life and just been sitting around since. Now, I will be posting my second blog for the night in about an hour or so- if I don't fall asleep first.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Tuesday, and some updates.

Well, first I'll give some updates. The banner isn't done yet, there are still a different ones I'm working on, so who knows. As for the podcast, not sure if I plan on doing that, I mean- I might, but right now I probably won't. It'd be a lot of work and stuff to do other than school, I might eventually though.

Tuesday? Fuck. To be completely honest- nothing. Woke up at ten, did school work; updated the blog, and called Christina we talked about something that I'm not yet to disclose, but after she says it's alright- I promise I'll let you kids on it.

Afterwards I kind of just sat around, ate dinner then went to Clay's house were we agreed that Team Rockets on Epitaph is complete bullshit. After that, I walked home in the slushy rain, and got hit by water from a car too close to a slant in the road.

Came home, got changed into something dry then watched House and Reaper. Now, I don't know. I'll probably sit around for a while then retire to my sleep land.

I'll talk in the morning. - Josh.

So. Some updates then?

Well, I realize that this may be a dumb idea, and I'm very aware of that, but I still wish to try it. My blog is very unpopular, not unpopular like I condone child molestation- but unpopular because no one really knows about it, because no one really knows who I am.

So, I really want to get my blog read more often, and it's hard because:

1.) My shit isn't that interesting.
2.) I'm 16 no one cares what I think.
3.) I'm not a celebrity, I'm just some weird kid with a big opinion and a big ass.


But, I really want to get this thing read more. So, I'm going to make some banners that can be posted to Myspace and your blog, your page whatever, of course I'll support you and add your stuff to mine as well. It's only fair.

In other news: I'm starting up a Podcast (in an attempt to get more reads), but it won't be available on Podnova or iTunes or anything, it'll just be up for download here. I might have one finished by the end of the day (tuesday the 6th) so, check back later today, and PLEASE start telling people about this, I really want this thing to work.

I'm such a whore. - Josh.

Monday, November 5, 2007

I'm brilliant.

Well, some of you may know my recent trouble with my computer, well I solved the problem. Now- I feel fucking brilliant. I'll tell you what I did.

My school computer has a block on all sites non-educational. So, I decided to use the other computer (my grandparent's slow as hell computer) to use for iTunes and stuff, but it wouldn't work. So I tried stuff like Gtkpod, and sharepod, and some other stuff, but nothing worked... Then I realized that I could use my iPod as a flash drive, and figured I'd just transfer music that way to my other computer, then I figured I could do the same thing and use it with Firefox installer.

So I downloaded the Firefox installer and put it on the iPod's drive, and then hooked it up to my school computer, and it worked. I was able to install Firefox, so I'm back in business.

So- an update.

Well, if you read my previous post, I talked about how useless I am and how much I'm pissed at my school computer- not much has changed. Still pissed. But, I decided that if I can't get it fixed then it's no big deal, I'll just keep using this, no worries.

My blogs might be posted on some weird times though, so just keep checking back, because I probably won't be announcing it on my myspace for a while when I update.

Thanks if you're reading, I really do appreciate it. It gives me an outlet and I really like the fact that there are a select few of you willing to read my shit. Thanks. - Josh.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Sunday and some news.

Woke up around noon and did nothing, as usual. Sat around, and somehow I messed up my school computer- well I know how I did it; I was freaked because there was a virus in the computer (which I fixed) but I deleted Firefox because if the computer crashes then the school would know that I somehow bypassed the security and downloaded stuff ever since, so I won't be posting more than once a day till I figure out what I did to bypass it.

Anyways- I really just sat around and didn't do anything for a long time. Christina called and we talked for a few hours, then we got off the phone and I watched Simpsons, and Family Guy... God this sucks, I have no idea how often I'll be posting. Fuck it, sorry guys. I probably won't post till I fix my school computer, I fucking hate this. Later. - Josh.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Saturday the 4th.

Well, I woke up around 2AM Saturday morning and posted on the blog (which took about three hours because I was watching movies in between posting) and then directly after I finished Mike Kochman asked if I wanted to go for a morning walk around 4:30- I interjected saying "How about we wait till 5 when I'm legally allowed to be outside." He agreed and we met up at the Basketball courts at 5AM.


So, we met up there and walked to Circle K where he bought Pepsi and swept the floor because we didn't want to go back out in the cold. Eventually we went back out and walked around the park spotting Constellations before parting.

I came home and sat around and crashed about 7:35AM... I was then woken at 8:10... Mother Fucker... Jesus Christ... The Grandparent's told me I still had to help my grandpa. My grandma asked where I went because she heard the door open at like 5AM and I said "I was off in the land of Unicorns." well she got pissed but I wasn't in the mood to deal with people annoying me this early. I was on a tear the entire morning until I said my mantra. Well, there was a problem with the vehicle so we left a little late.

So, we go up to my Uncle's house where he needs this stuff taken out. So my Grandpa and I walk down there and find out it's a leech bed and it's wet and muddy, so we have to be careful. We get all of this steel (Including a conveyor belt that weighs 200 lbs. we later find out that I carried up the fucking hill myself). We take one load up to the scrap yard and come back to get another load, it was all Aluminum. So we finish that load and call it a day.

We get home and I get changed and notice I have like cuts up and down my arms from getting poked and prodded with steel carrying it up the hill. I call Christina and kind of freak out because she's talking to people while I'm on the phone with her (It's not her fault, just my pet peeve.) so I get off the phone and shower.

Christina calls and tell me her and Jen are on their way into town so I head up to the falls and wait; drinking some Sobe trying to wake up. Well, they get their, and I don't know if it's because I'm tired beyond infinity or I'm actually annoyed- but I didn't want to really be there. It's not Christina or Jen, I'm just not feeling too well and I'd like just some peace and quite instead of two girls giggling and joking around.

So I'm a bummer most of the day, but we walk around town for a while seeing as it's Jen's first time in NF ever. We end up at the park, and I begin to get annoyed very, very, very badly. I don't want to go into details, because it's not a big deal, but I was kind of just feeling like shit and I would have much rather just spent the day with Christina (no offense to Jen)... Time for a name drop, we were sitting next to the courts and One Of My Best Buds' Katlin!!! Drives By!!!! Christina's dad calls and says that he'll be there, so we make it up to the Falls and see them off. I then head home, eat some pizza then crash around 8:30, but I wake up around 1AM, but I'm still tired, the Nyquil type tired. So, I think I'll watch some TV and crash. Have a good Sunday kids. - Josh.

Friday.

Hey there kids, I guess I'm here to give you the update of what happened yesterday (Friday), but first I want to talk about a few things... Namely- downloading music.

Now, I think that there is a bit of a difference, downloading music is no better than ripping one of your friends' CD's on to your Computer- and I'm guess more than one of the readers have done that, or maybe you participate in things like Limewire? It's cool with me, I'd just be more worried about a virus than the police.

Ever since the authorities have really started to bear down on downloading- more and more musicians are starting to shy away from their record labels;

Radiohead has their new album available on their website, but you decide how much you want to pay. Isn't that great? It's the death of the record industry slowly crumbling to their feet.

Trent Reznor (NIN) has just produced an album with Saul Williams called Niggy Tardust, for: $5... or FREE. That's right, they're giving the album away, which since they are being so cool about it I'd probably give the $5 bucks, but- there are perks with the $5 edition- it has an enhanced quality (I think 520 over the 320 free version) and a larger digital booklet. Reznor has already stated that the same thing will probably happen with the new NIN CD.

This actually means that it's a artist friendly, consumer friendly ideal. We will be dealing with the actual musicians instead of dealing with money hungry bastards.

.... Anyways.

Friday I woke up, did a little schoolwork then watched Knocked Up. After that I called Christina, then fell asleep. Cameron came to my home and woke me up and then we walked around the Ville of Newton Falls.

Cameron called Katlyn and we all hung out for a bit, and Cameron and myself recorded a ringtone on her Cellphone and it was he and I have steamy gay sex, oh it was wonderful. Well, we eventually got tired of the cold and parted ways- I came home Christina called and we talked for a while and got into a fight but I can't remember why... Anyways, I just kind of crashed afterwards and woke up around 3AM.

So- I have to go help my grandpa in a few hours move this stuff to a scrap yard (Yes my fat ass can lift shit) anyways, I'll write up here a little later.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

So- A Shout Out And Thursday's Input.

Alright- it was brought to my attention that I kind of only name certain friends on here, and it's not that I don't care about ALL of my friends but this blog is sort of an input of the biggest things that happened in my day, which sadly- some don't fit into, but yesterday I forgot to mention one of my best buds- Katlin. You know I love you like a sister and I'd do anything for you- and from now on I'll try to mention you more, so stop telling me your not in my blogs. To be fair, all of my friends deserve mention- but my mind is tired, and if your reading this and you are not being mentioned- then hang with me more and we'll see.

Anyways.

woke up around 4AM or so, I can't remember it could have been earlier. I posted a blog, gave Christina a wake up call around 7AM (which I think made her mad) then I kind of hit the interweb for a while, then worked on school work for a while. Watched this insanely funny video on thosearentmuskets.com funny guys. Well, after school work I kind of fell asleep.

After I woke up I still just sat around- ate dinner then fell back asleep. Sam called when I was asleep and told me to go for a walk with her and her sister Becca. So I got out of bed and walked around in 30 degree weather in shorts.

Got back from that and watched My Name Is Earl, ER, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, The Office, and Scrubs. I've been hitting the internet since, well it's been fun, I think I'm headed out to bed.

Oct. 31st. (Halloween)

Well, it's 6:02Am, I've been up since about 3Am or 4Am. Well, I guess this would be Wednesday in review if I'm not mistaken.


Woke up Wednesday morning around 9AM (First REAL night of sleep in quite a while). Did some schoolwork and posted on IMDB.com and RARmy.net for awhile too. Grandparents had some court hearing today about Custodyship of yours truly. They left around 1PM or so for that- so that meant I got to get out of classwork early. So, I decided to shower, and shave... But first, I kind of just walked around my house naked, I'm not completely sure why, but I did, then I decided to shave my pubes while watching Scooby Doo Meets The Boo Brothers, needless to say- I ended up needing to get the Vacuum out of the closet to clean the living room carpet.

After that I got a shower and called Christina to see what time she was coming in and stuff. So after with that done, I got dressed- Grandparents got home, got into a fight with my grandma. I was sitting in my room and I told her earlier that Christina would be in around 4PM and I was sitting in my room she was in the kitchen, here's what went down.

Grandma: Josh!
Me: Yes?!
Grandma: It's 4!
Me: Congratulations!
Grandma: I thought Christina would be in at 4?
Me: She said she'd call when she got in Grandmother.
Grandma: Oh okay, you didn't say that.
Me: Thank you, I can handle it!
Grandma: What are you talking about?
Me: I can handle it pretty well thanks, I'm not an infant.

And you may think "Josh you're an asshole." and hold up- because when I can't stand answering questions that don't really affect the situation, like "What was the area code where you live?" and my reply would be "Why?" now, if this imaginary situation meant this person wanted to call me, then I'd have an actual reason to answer it, but if they are just wondering because of some stupid fucking nervous disorder that means that they have to pry into every little thing in my head then it's not worth my fucking time. And it's not because I don't care, but I have to explain:

When I lived in Arizona, I had the run of the house because my mom and Jay were always working, I loved it! I loved having such independence, mostly because it wasn't left up to me- but I was encouraged to clean and stuff and it was fucking good, they didn't ask useless questions and I didn't pry into their lives. I love independence of just a quiet nature.

I don't know- anyways. After Christina came in we sat around at the Falls for a bit then headed out to me house were we again just sat around- then started watching Shaun Of The Dead. Kind of just stopped watching it, I wanted to go walk around and see people in their costumes- I love that, the one time of year you can go around beating on people's doors asking for food without getting an odd stare or two. Well, we walked around for a bit then went uptown where the Halloween Festivities were taking hold, we stood around up there and talked to some people and stuff, then headed up to The Falls to escape the crowd. We hung around up there till her dad came to pick her up.

Made me kind of sad to see her go, we've been seeing each other more a lot lately, which I really like. But, I don't know if she knows when I'm kidding or not. I kind of have a very, very dry sense of humor and it's hard for some people to understand that I'm kidding, that's kind of why I feel bad a lot. Mostly because it's not her fault that I'm being an ass, I'm just being an ass by nature. But, truly, I'd give up anything in this universe for her, I would. It's odd for me to say because there's a lot of stuff out there that I really appreciate. I appreciate having quite a few friends and people knowing me, and my sense of humor too, but I'd give up all of that for her- and I'm sure if/when she reads this she might go "Don't do that", or "You wouldn't" or even "I don't want to make you feel like you have to." But honestly, none of that has a part of my life without some force driving the other.

Anyways- sorry about going off topic. After she left, I walked up town I saw Cory Snyder, Johnny Baker, Lauren, Bev, Sarah, and someone else so I stopped to say Hi and we talked for a bit till Johnny, Cory and their friend left, Bev gave the phone to Sarah (Carey was on the phone) and for some reason I forget why I just started screaming into the phone "Fuck that Carey bitch, what a whore." and stuff along those lines- hope she knows I was kidding, I'll apologize later.

So, afterwards Lauren gave me a ride home, and then I sat around till I fell asleep to Henry Rollins. All in all, a pretty swell day.